Hey guys i know its been a few days since i have blogged about anything, but i have returned. I was in a horrible car crash. I slid a half mile off the road while racing with other cars on some back country roads late at night. I don't remember any of it other than the beginning. We had set a start and a finish 85 miles away. They said i crashed about 65 miles into the race, and i was well ahead. which i do remember being ahead. My car slid off the road on a turn that should of been taken at about 40 mph racing, 20 mph normal. i tried drifting it. which i have been successful at before. what i didnt know is that the electric company had been out trimming trees that day and forgot to sweep off the road. My car went sliding off the road going well over 40. and down a huge hill, rolling about 12 times, the police report said. car was totaled and i was ejected from it before it crashed into the trees. i still slid down the hill into a creek bed which was dried up. They other drivers continued with the race for my car was no where to be seen, they assumed i was still up ahead. About an hour later after everyone had finished, they didnt know where i was. they worried tried calling me. and eventually left to look for me. the crash had happened about 12:30am they found me about 2:45am i was rushed to the hospital. this all happened the night of my last post, the 26th. I woke up the 28th in the hospital. No recollection of what happened. only to go by the police reports. Now to hear the damage. Totaled 1997 supercharged pontiac trans am, with about 15k under the hood/mods. completely destroyed. i'll have to get some pictures up here soon.
now for the damage to myself.
8 broken fingers (imagine how long this took to type using on index finger on a swollen hand)
2 broken wrists
1 broken arm
2 dislocated shoulders
5 broken ribs
dislocated jaw
88 stitches
twisted ankle
and i broke my ass, so it felt.
miraculously my legs were fine, except my ankle. I wore a helmet and had my seat belt on. was ejected through my roof.
no trauma when it comes to driving, im sure ill be back at it when i get another car fixed up.
and im sure some of you will have some lovely input about that
anyways guys, im back!
Motivation
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Monday, December 26, 2011
Shroomin!
Most people begin with shrooms when they decide to dive off the cliff, into the sea of psychedelics. A Shrooms or Psilocybe Cubensis, contain psilocybin and psilocin, which are the 2 psychoactive chemicals responsible for inducing a "Trip". Trips are what psychonauts call their form of getting high on hallucinogens. Now that you know, i can tell a story or two about one of the most memorable times i've tripped.
October 2009.
Its fall outside for the Midwest States. My best friend and I both take an eighth of the most rancid, disgusting, horrid, putrid, rotten, smelly, poop shit shrooms we have ever had.
4:30 AM - Ingestion
5:00AM - Eat something to clear the taste. it took us a while to put em down. so gross.
6:00AM - they begin to kick in.
We head outside and decide we are going to walk to the local neighborhood park, just to hang out by the swing set. As we are walking to the park, we pass a huge pond, which looks like a mirror to another realm. The sky is crystal clear, with the stars shining brighter than ever. As we are walking we both begin to hear this faint fffffffffffffffffffff, getting louder, but its still a whisper. I glimpse into the pond and see a shooting star flying through the sky, in slow motion. I instantly look up and begin to yell. "HOLY SHIT, DUDE! DUDE! DUDE FUCKIN LOOK AT THAT!" you know the drill. We watched this slow mo star illuminate the sky.
7:00 AM - Park
We arrive at the park. The sun is coming up and everything is that faint yellowish purplish violetish color, that faint orange coming from wayyyy off in the distance. You cant see the sun itself, just the rays across the sky. We sit on the swing set and begin to peak. My friend asks why the hell everything is easter themed. haha. then what do you know. Everything is easter egg colored and themed. Makes no sense. houses are those powdery blues and purple and yellow. when normally they are supposed to be white. We begin to swing, well i do anyway. Hes kind of just spinning with his feet on the ground, spacing out. The park was laid with mulch, and every time i went back on the swing, the mulch morphed and would spelled words from another language to me. Up i went, as i came back the mulch would spin and spell something new. I knew what it was at the time i was tripping. Secrete blue prints of the universe, and the lyrics to life. For those of you who havnt tripped i probably sound insane, but you would get me right now if you knew. i laid back in the swing letting my body fall back as i laid like a plank in the swing, facing up towards the sky. Skill swinging gripping with the power of a thousand suns that i wouldn't fall or let go. Every time i came up, i was launched high into the sky. so it felt. After swinging made me feel way to dizzy i got down and walked to the jungle play thing they had in the center. Basic park here people. The red bars were, felt, looked, smelled, like candy. The park was made of big candy. I found a stick, and i held on to it for the next 5 hours lol. swinging it, and resting it on my shoulder. The clouds were fucking amazing, angelic, demon guardians flying through the sky, with torches and flails and maces, with axes and swords. Insane shit. i wish i could draw because i have a mental image of it. Truely epic.
2:00pm - Car
The peak and most of the trip was over when we made our way back to the car. However, entering and starting the car made me feel like i was in some future space warship. The power of it, the feeling and realization of how much it weighed, the idea of being able to do so much harm so easily. The ideas of axels breaking, tires popping, deer running out in front, kids chasing balls, running a stop sign, getting T-Bonerd. i calculated every statistic in my mind in the flash of a flash of the eye. Paranoia set in. if you couldn't tell. Shit looked normal i just had that weakened ego feeling. I was fine to drive so dont freak. Nothing to exciting happened after, took my buddy home, grabbed some subway, went home and ate. Took a shower, super cleaned because you have an attuned sense of detail. this puts us at about 7:00 pm, so i decided to go to bed, i was so exhausted.
I love telling people about my trips, but really only to people who have experienced with it. There is not enough words in any language in the world to fully depict what i seen, heard, felt, experienced. And if i try to explain it to someone who hasn't i find myself not making sense, because they still have locks on the doors in their mind.
Thanks for the follows and comments, i do love hearing input.
October 2009.
Its fall outside for the Midwest States. My best friend and I both take an eighth of the most rancid, disgusting, horrid, putrid, rotten, smelly, poop shit shrooms we have ever had.
4:30 AM - Ingestion
5:00AM - Eat something to clear the taste. it took us a while to put em down. so gross.
6:00AM - they begin to kick in.
We head outside and decide we are going to walk to the local neighborhood park, just to hang out by the swing set. As we are walking to the park, we pass a huge pond, which looks like a mirror to another realm. The sky is crystal clear, with the stars shining brighter than ever. As we are walking we both begin to hear this faint fffffffffffffffffffff, getting louder, but its still a whisper. I glimpse into the pond and see a shooting star flying through the sky, in slow motion. I instantly look up and begin to yell. "HOLY SHIT, DUDE! DUDE! DUDE FUCKIN LOOK AT THAT!" you know the drill. We watched this slow mo star illuminate the sky.
7:00 AM - Park
We arrive at the park. The sun is coming up and everything is that faint yellowish purplish violetish color, that faint orange coming from wayyyy off in the distance. You cant see the sun itself, just the rays across the sky. We sit on the swing set and begin to peak. My friend asks why the hell everything is easter themed. haha. then what do you know. Everything is easter egg colored and themed. Makes no sense. houses are those powdery blues and purple and yellow. when normally they are supposed to be white. We begin to swing, well i do anyway. Hes kind of just spinning with his feet on the ground, spacing out. The park was laid with mulch, and every time i went back on the swing, the mulch morphed and would spelled words from another language to me. Up i went, as i came back the mulch would spin and spell something new. I knew what it was at the time i was tripping. Secrete blue prints of the universe, and the lyrics to life. For those of you who havnt tripped i probably sound insane, but you would get me right now if you knew. i laid back in the swing letting my body fall back as i laid like a plank in the swing, facing up towards the sky. Skill swinging gripping with the power of a thousand suns that i wouldn't fall or let go. Every time i came up, i was launched high into the sky. so it felt. After swinging made me feel way to dizzy i got down and walked to the jungle play thing they had in the center. Basic park here people. The red bars were, felt, looked, smelled, like candy. The park was made of big candy. I found a stick, and i held on to it for the next 5 hours lol. swinging it, and resting it on my shoulder. The clouds were fucking amazing, angelic, demon guardians flying through the sky, with torches and flails and maces, with axes and swords. Insane shit. i wish i could draw because i have a mental image of it. Truely epic.
2:00pm - Car
The peak and most of the trip was over when we made our way back to the car. However, entering and starting the car made me feel like i was in some future space warship. The power of it, the feeling and realization of how much it weighed, the idea of being able to do so much harm so easily. The ideas of axels breaking, tires popping, deer running out in front, kids chasing balls, running a stop sign, getting T-Bonerd. i calculated every statistic in my mind in the flash of a flash of the eye. Paranoia set in. if you couldn't tell. Shit looked normal i just had that weakened ego feeling. I was fine to drive so dont freak. Nothing to exciting happened after, took my buddy home, grabbed some subway, went home and ate. Took a shower, super cleaned because you have an attuned sense of detail. this puts us at about 7:00 pm, so i decided to go to bed, i was so exhausted.
I love telling people about my trips, but really only to people who have experienced with it. There is not enough words in any language in the world to fully depict what i seen, heard, felt, experienced. And if i try to explain it to someone who hasn't i find myself not making sense, because they still have locks on the doors in their mind.
Thanks for the follows and comments, i do love hearing input.
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Psychedelic EXP.
This blogs going to be a big one, hoping to get some actual interesting shit being talked about on here. Have any of you tried Psychedelics? Back in highschool, i did pretty much anything you could think of, to induce some form of a trip, except KEt, and PCP. So that means, Weed (lol), Shrooms, LSD, DMT, and payote. Butchered that last one possibly.. sorry. So im going to share a Trip i've experienced once a day maybe 2 for the next week or so, or until i think of something else interesting to hold your interest.
Lets start with a simple one. Weed.
Some people never really get to the point of hallucinating on marijuana, but i have a couple of times. It was when i first started smoking, back in 8th.. crazy right? Me and my best friend had the idea that we needed a quad to get "High", not realizing a dino would be good for both of us. So, my first few times using marijuana, i did way more than i should have. Which resulted in Throwing up and passing out, Gimme a break though, 8th grade..
We had our own smoke spot deep in a tree line in the middle of corn fields. Midwest usa here. For as far as the eye could see. you seen forever. i could see so far i could see my own back. "Total high quote there, think about it next time you have the chance". We would carry a blanket, food, drinks, and tunes out to the tree line, and sit under a canopy of shade. Looking at the clouds and watching cars drive wayyyy off in the distance. Next to the tree line the grass began to grow, on the north side. Big white flowers began to bloom "Mid spring". after getting way to high, i felt as if i shrank. And the tall grass, about 3ft high and white flowers, turned into a mountain, and the flowers, snow covered evergreens. I viewed it as a still framed, halographic, or however its's spelled. Shit was to intense. I closed my eyes, and began to feel sea sick, followed by throwing up. This is one of very few times i've experienced something that intense from pot. Could of been laced, maybe i just smoked to much? idk? has anyone of you ever had something like this happen before? Needless to say, i figured out how much was needed and made sure it would never happen again. IT took about 15 trial and errors of throwing up before i realized what i was doing wrong. Just thought i was allergic or something. Very strange. Any of you familiar with Shroomerys trip scale, this came to about a lvl3. I've been in hyperspace at a 5, but for some reason it was much more enjoyable then the too high lvl 3 weed high.
So the question would be...
Has anyone here ever tripped out on pot? It's hard to find people who have, and most people think your a noobie who exaggerates. Which pisses me off, because at one point in time, I've unlocked the universe, and discovered that language is an obsolete form of communication. This is a blog for another time.
Thank you guys for the follows and comment, i enjoy reading all your blogs, and anyone who follows, will be followed back.
Love you guys!
On a serious note
Christmas needs to be reverted back to what it truly stands for. This is a time for giving, not a time to be greedy and throw a fit if you get a gift you don't sit well with. Be thankful you got something, because many others are out there with nothing to call their own. Look past the gift and look at the reason for why the gift was bought. The gift was purchased because the person was thinking about you, loves you, or thinks well enough of you to buy it. Be thankful for this day, and be thankful in life period. So many people are quick to jump on board a car, and overlook the path its going to take down the long road of life. Live a life that people want to live. Be proud to be who you are, and be proud to be alive. Gifts are not supposed to just appear on Christmas, your birthday, or any other day you think your worthy enough to receive one. They are bought/made, and giving to you through the kindness of others. So don't look at that Christmas sweater from granny as something to stuff your closet or bottom drawer with, look at it with a sense of joy. You were being thought of when the gift was bought, and you should appreciate that. I wish everyone a wonderful holiday season, and lease be safe. I've already wrecked once this winter, wouldn't want that to happen to any of you.
Arrived at mommies!
I finaly made it to my mommies house for christmas after a 2 hour long ass drive! Hope everyone has a merry Christmas :D love all my followers, peace out guys! be safe!
Saturday, December 24, 2011
A VIEW FROM MADAGASCAR!
We have all played Pandemic. How big of a pain in the ass is getting madagascar? We should all be Motivated and "SET A GOAL" to get a view from madagascar? lol
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